Jaei526

It's been a weird few weeks..

I'm happy one minute..jealous like crazy the next..

I wanna forget you one minute and then I wanna remember your voice the next..

I keep telling myself that it can't be but I try to find lies to tell myself..

I don't like being like this..losing control..losing the rational side of me..letting myself fall..

I wanna find myself again...I wanna focus on what I should..

Maybe one day I'll find the courage to tell you how I feel about you..

Maybe one day you'll accept my feelings for you..but that day will be far..

Right now,I can't afford to let you know..

I don't wanna see you run away from me..I don't wanna walk past you in the hallway without you even looking at me..

So now, I'll try my best to keep myself from falling further..

K21?

Perhaps..it may never be...