A Grain of Solace..

Looking back..I shouldn't have been so mad at you..

I shouldn't have hated you..

I shouldn't have blamed you..

The only person there is to blame for all my pain is ME..

I'm sorry I let myself fall for you..

Sorry I let myself think of what we could've been..

Sorry to have waited for your name to light up on my phone..

Either way..thank you..

At least I was truly happy for awhile..even just a little while..

At least I can find a grain of solace by knowing how it felt like to be happy..