恐怕会爱上你。。

GOING CRAZY!!!!!!

OH MY GOOD LORD IT's BEEN ONLY 2 DAYSSSSS~~~~~
It's so damn stressful..I didnt think I'd ever stress  over SPM..BUT THIS IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!!!!
I cant sleep at night..pimples are popping up..I cant think straight...I'm seriously going crazy ah...............
PLEASE END SOON PLEASE END SOON PLEASE END SOON....................................................
I've so given up on sejarah..................haiz..................................................................................................

HOT HOT HOT!!^^

Lol, this vid came out a while ago, but still, nonetheless, HOT!!Really lovin 2PM's style, especially in this vid!
*DROOLSSS

First Fashion Post?

So I found this site called Polyvore. You get to choose layouts and stuff to create a trend or style that you like.
It's kinda cool, hehe, I love it! 


Anyway, my fav style is anything red n hot..
So this week I'm feeling Rocker-chic!
This style can be dressed up or dressed down depending on where u're goin. 
My fav way of making any outfit Rocker Style is by adding studs, and leather to my outfit.
But go easy on the leather, leather from head to toe is a definite NO. 
I like to make the Rocker Style more feminine by pairing leather items with another plain or soft item.
( Like in the pic below )


A leather skirt paired with
- loose fitting top (silk, chiffon, cashemere)For a more elegant night out look.
- plain tee ( casual look ) 


There's also the couple look that I like.
I like Couple Styles that are coordinated..COORDINATED..not IDENTICAL..sure the whole couple shirts thing is cute..but that's when u're 16 (and at an amusement park) .


So some of the more mature ways to show that u're a couple through clothes is :
1.) Wearing the same style. 
2.) Wearing the same colour palette.
3.) Wearing 1 or 2 accessories that are of the same colour. 




So here's the women and men's Rocker Style that I put together.
(I'd love to wear this style with someone special too..hehe..but that won't be soon I guess..)

Rocker Style (women and men) created on Polyvore.

Side by side or miles apart, my best friends are always close to my heart.

No matter where we may go after finishing school..You guys will always be in my heart..The word 'friends' will always remind me of all of you and the memories of my school days will never lack you..
Although sometimes I wish I didn't have friends in school, then I would've studied harder, I would've had books as my only companions, I would've just went to school for the sake of studying..
BUT..I will never regret knowing all of you..without you guys..I wouldn't be who I am today..
Thank you all for giving me the confidence to trust people again..thank you for breaking my wall of silence..thank you for wanting to know who I am..thank you for helping me open up..Thank you, for being my friends..=]
I always will remember you guys..and always will <3 you guys..


(Sorry for my absolutely hair raising post..TT)


I guess it's finally hitting me how much I'll miss school with you guys..

The first few pics I took with u guys..
OMG UGLY UGLY ME ><

Wayyyyy back in 2008!!

2009~~(er,dont remember what other pics we took..hehe)

2010

2011

Form 5s..

Form 3 sampats..xD

Tkd..TT

Sungkai Trip..

The 'leftouts'..

Segar's 5 leng luis?xP
JK larh..

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Wow, I've been in a really pathetic mood lately..hopefully it'll get better..don't wanna be so down throughout the weekend..
it's amazing how you can make me hate myself this way..I hate caring for you..hate wanting to know how you're doing..hate feeling my heart break to pieces because of you..hate feeling so weak..hate losing control..
hate myself for falling for you...


haiz..

미안해..좋아해..

It's better for me to know and be disappointed than to never know and always wonder..

So..

Even if you don't feel the same way about me..I'll be fine..I'll get over it..If I can like you as more than a friend..then liking you as JUST a friend..wouldn't be a problem..I've been through this before..I've learnt to be open-minded enough to accept your feelings..I've learnt to be mature enough to accept the fact that you think of me as nothing more than a friend..

So please don't run away..please don't avoid me..please don't be awkward around me..

Please don't..

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