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Wow, I've been in a really pathetic mood lately..hopefully it'll get better..don't wanna be so down throughout the weekend..
it's amazing how you can make me hate myself this way..I hate caring for you..hate wanting to know how you're doing..hate feeling my heart break to pieces because of you..hate feeling so weak..hate losing control..
hate myself for falling for you...


haiz..

미안해..좋아해..

It's better for me to know and be disappointed than to never know and always wonder..

So..

Even if you don't feel the same way about me..I'll be fine..I'll get over it..If I can like you as more than a friend..then liking you as JUST a friend..wouldn't be a problem..I've been through this before..I've learnt to be open-minded enough to accept your feelings..I've learnt to be mature enough to accept the fact that you think of me as nothing more than a friend..

So please don't run away..please don't avoid me..please don't be awkward around me..

Please don't..

제발 도망 하지마..

New Phone?Not just yet..

So, I've been phone hunting!Kya! Hopefully I get to change soon..
Thought of getting a Galaxy S2..but it seems a little too much?
i-phone 4?
Don't think a fully touch screen phone is for me though..
Been kinda into the Motorola Droid 3..
(Yes, I know Motorola is not the most popular brand..but still..it seems promising..)


So, how do I choose?-.-
At least I have a few months to choose..my super durable phone is still alive after surviving so many falls..I guess I'll only get a new one when it 'dies'..

Galaxy S2?

Motorola Droid 3?

i-Phone 4?

-.-

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BORED TO DEATH...

I know it's a one-sided thing..but can't I just hope?
Hope that the reason for your smile is I..Hope that your pain washes away when I'm with you..
Hope that when we catch each other's stares..your heart skips a beat just like how mine does too..
Hope that you feel the same way too..


Will I ever be able to reach your heart?

End of The World?

No, I'm not talking about the 2012 end of the world thing..


So, I know height is a really important thing..
but being short is not the end of the world right?


I won't complain about my height or ask "WHY THE HELL AM I NOT TALL?!"
So 'you' shouldn't too..


We should always be grateful for what we have right?At least having short legs is better than not having legs at all right?




To: The source of inspiration for this post..
           Realizing that you're actually 1cm shorter is NOT the end of the world..SO PLEASE..CALM DOWN!!!><


PLUS!There's always (killer) HEELS!

Sometimes, no matter how hard I've loved someone, he'll never love me back..
And sometimes, I have to be ok with that...

Take 2..

So, a couple of months back I entered my first ever singing competition with A. CHUA!

(YES, I KNOW IT's TOO LATE to ABOUT BLOG THIS=.=)

WE................................didn't win...-3-

Anyway it was a fun experience...I wanted to scream, faint,  jump, run...(phew!)

Obviously it was my first time singing on stage..O.O didn't know that I wouldn't be able to hear myself sing coz of all the screaming support!

(Thanks again for the screaming!:D)

PLUS--ADRIAN CHUA YOU MISSED THE BEAT!>.<

We sang kinda badly that day..but no worries..there're still many chances and songs for us to sing..

Erm..so..here's 'take 2' of us singing this (Lucky by Jason Mraz and Colbie Callait)...

Die ah..sure die..TT

TRIALS! 
     Only a day away . .T^T


 I'm SO NOT PREPARED for this..
 I'm actually more prepared to FAIL FAIL FAIL . .


 I kinda wish it was SPM though..
 I just wanna get it over and done with..
 After that, I'm FREE FREE FREE!!!
 I guess I'm the only one that wants SPM to come sooner..
 HAIZ...